| "And they shall take for you pure olive oil…" The Zohar teaches that the lighting of the seven branches of the Menorah alludes to the seven "apertures" in a person's head - the two eyes, two ears, two nostrils, and the mouth. What is meant to fill them is pure olive oil. The command to purify the mind from waste and impurity is a directive given to a person so that he can attain clarity in his ways and in his conduct. So how does one maintain the proper balance? When a guard is assigned to protect a certain object, there are clear rules for how to guard it correctly. If the guard takes the responsibility beyond his actual capacity, it can lead him into excessive paranoia, which in the end causes him to treat the normal, healthy form of guarding with contempt. In other words, over-guarding blurs the boundary of proper protection and ultimately leads to a breach in the guarding itself. From there, the path to a complete breakdown is quick and easy (as we sadly saw on Simchat Torah-October 7th). The same applies in spirituality. The mitzvot guide us in how to guard the mind from the intrusion of impurity and heretical thoughts. Of course, one can always add personal safeguards in serving HaShem - but one must be extremely careful of over-guarding. We can always examine ourselves and ask: does the added fence bring us more joy, or more tension and irritability? When, Heaven forbid, one falls into over-guarding—or, in the words of Rebbe Nachman, when the yetzer hara disguises itself as mitzvot—the descent into actual transgressions becomes very easy. Much of the spiritual attrition we see today stems from a deep desire to be close to HaShem and an unwillingness to tolerate any feeling of distance. Then, when a bit of distance is felt, the boundaries collapse entirely, to our great pain. But with awareness and faith—knowing that we are doing all we can through prayer, hisbodedus, and heartfelt supplication to fulfill the mitzvot according to His will, and in the way the true tzaddikim taught us—we will, with HaShem's help, be able to overcome everything. Shabbat Shalom. |
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